So I'm getting married in December and 2 of my best friends who are my bridesmaids are organising it. I am someone who never organises birthday plans or celebrations for me as I don't have massive group of friends and those I have are dotted around.
I have 5 great old school friends, 3 of which I've known since I was 5 so we're pretty close, but other friends I've met throughout my career and not always stayed in great contact with, but we see each other a few times a year at least. I went to uni but don't talk to any of them anymore.
But in organising my hen I gave the BMs a list of about 12 people and they've all just dropped out other than the 5 old school friends. Not that their friendship isn't enough, but I now feel really pathetic and feel like not bothering. 2 of the 5 are very stuck in their ways so they won't want to do anything exciting anyway. Now it's going to just feel like any regular girls night that the 5 of us have anyway and so what's the point.
Thoroughly fed up! This is why I never bother with birthdays because it just ends up like this. My other friends who got married last year had so many people turn up and I actually feel embarrassed by my situation. Not that this matters, but I'm the one that went to uni and met a whole bunch of new people and have traveled and worked with great people so why can none of them make my he ?