In denial..and scared!
Hi! Its been a while since i posted on here..got married in may and we have been TTC since (although very half heartedly as didn't want to put pressure on ourselves and just thought we'd see what happened) Anyway I have just discovered I'm pregnant and CANNOT believe it! I really can't think its real..and now its happened we are both very scared and all the excitment and joy we felt before with the thought of it has dissappeared and I feel sort of trapped and scared..
Did anyone else feel like this? i feel so selfish saying such things when i there are so many people desperate for a baby, but i guess it just doesn't feel real to me and i can't help worry i'll misscarry anway so don't want to let myself get too excited. Hubby has gone into his cave and isn't really talking..i thought he'd be more excited but it certainly isn't like in the movies!x