Am I being childish?
Ok I'm asking you girls as I don't know if I'm being a bit childish so I need you opinion. I'm going to a wedding fair Sunday been looking forward to it all month. I'm going with my maid of honour who's my best friend, mum and sister but mum and sister more then likely will let me down. So probably be just me and my best friend. Her mate who's also her next door neighbour has been engaged 2 Years. She's the one that made me feel bad about my budget. Anyway she's decided she's getting married next feb so before me and that Jade is a bridesmaid. Also there budget is not the ??30K she said she had to have its ??4.5K. Anyway my MOH text me late last night asking if this girl can come with us as she wants to look at the venue (Outof her budget). Now if I'm being honest I really don't want this girl to come. I don't want her knowing what my plans are as she's before so It can easily seem like I'm copying her & I really felt like it was going to be about my wedding my day sort of thing but if she's there we have to talk about her. Not to mention she's made me feel uncomfortable already. H2B reckons I should call my friend and tell her how I feel. Tell her I'm not happy with this girl coming and that i feel already shes compromising on her duties to me for this friend. i feel like a bitch saying that though. Do you think I'm being selfish and childish? X