OMG I can't believe I've been so utterly stupid
Yes, I know this is all my fault. Yes, I know I am a total idiot. Please, please don't reply to this telling me off for idiocy and poor financial awareness. I am well aware of my shortcomings, already beating myself up more than enough and was already working hard on ways to improve things ASAP.
My wedding is in 5 days. I can't cope with anything else. I have to bake and ice the cake and make lunch for 70 people.
i just discovered I miscalculated the wedding costs. When I was utterly sleep deprived, up all night working with newborn twins who took it in turn sleep (one night I literally didn't sleep until I handed them back to their mum at 7am) I wrote down a number wrong. Why on earth I never thought to double check that number I have no idea.
I miscalculated the total cost of our wedding by about £1500.
I know. I'm an idiot.
I have the cash to pay for the wedding, rent on the other hand? Electricity? Going to have to go on credit cards. I have the credit allowance for that, but I'm not sure the people I need to pay take cards. And the new card probably won't arrive before the wedding.
next month? We are on the bread line. Even with credit cards.
i'm in tears right now at my own stupidity. Can't believe I made such an elemental mistake, real school girl error.