About to ruin everything with my awful self esteem..!
Just need a bit of advice, support, whatever I have been with my OH for 4 years, when we get married next year it will be 5 years together. We have been through an awful lot of hard times, but adore each other - I just, for some reason, (and not because I don't trust him) worry that he will walk away. Or cheat on me, or fall in love with someone else. The way I have always explained it is that he is so friendly, he will help anyone out an sometimes he doesn't quite realise that by being like that with certain women can send out all the wrong signals... I trust him, just not other people I'm a very quiet, shy person whereas he is the life and soul of every party going on. Whenever he goes out - I just spend the entire evening obsessing over the most ridiculous things and I know they are stupid... But I just panic no end he will find someone he likes far more than me an I end up starting an argument (which I don't want, but end up doing anyway because of my obsessing!). It's so easy for people to say "just stop worrying" but it is never that simple Any advice? Has anyone else ever felt like this? Or am I purely crazy?