no one to talk to
I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to. Ever since we got engaged everythings kind of changed, me and my h2b were really excited about getting married and now I at least feel like why the hell am I spending all this money and putting in all this effort in for?
Have you found that once you get engaged everyone assumes your life is perfect? I've noticed that I'll ask my friends about their lifes, new boyfriends, new adventures and yet I don't get asked what's new with me!
I feel like packing in the wedding and eloping because these people I call my friends don't deserve a 3 course meal, free bar and a disco.
Obvioulsy a lot more has happened than just them not asking me how I am (I'm not that much of a drama queen) just from bailing on meeting up literally at the last minute and then not wanting to come to fittings and saying "don't worry about me I'll just show up on the day" when they're playing an important part!
I guess I just need to rant to someone who'll understand.