I love my H2B but the wedding is overwhelming
I do love my H2B to bits and can't wait to spend my life with him but the wedding is just overwhelming.... My MOH is a wedding planner and is just overwhelming with you need to pick a type of plate, a set of cutlery, glasses , this linen won't work with this... this looks rubbish with this.... you need to do your table plan (haven't even had rsvps yet) ! My H2B is doing absolutely nothing to help. I'm also unemployed at the mo and trying to find a job, so when i do get one, i'm not exactly sure what i'm going to do with all the planning requirements. My parents are trying to turn it really fancy and big. My H2B wants a massive wedding and Im really rather unconfident and shy and just wanted to essentially elope?? H2B's parents are rather traditional and wanted a church wedding (something I didn't really want) and are demanding professional photographs, of me, H2B and they're entire family. I hate photos so picked a photographer who does natural photos as her main focus and limited group shots. I just feel like whole thing is becoming massively overblown and crazy. I can't think of anything worse than walking down the aisle in front of over 100 and then everyone at the drinks, oh can i take your picture, oh you look lovely, its so lovely (half H2B's friends and I don't really get along) so I know the majority of these "compliments" are false.
Whole thing is making me feel like I'm back-pedalling in deep water (if that even makes sense)
Apologies for the rant..... Just wondered if anyone else had these thoughts?