Not the wedding I'd planned
Seems strange posting on here when I don't know any of you but I always find it easier to write my feelings down. I am getting married in 21 days in Turkey, but in the last 2 weeks I have had to have a hernia operation, we found out my step dad has got a brain tumour, he has an operation Monday and we nearly lost him which means he is unable to come with us.
Since having my operation my stomach is still swollen and I am scared to try my dress on in case it doesn't fit any more or I can't do it up due to the swelling.
My step dad was meant to be giving me away and I am totally gutted he can't make it but I had got my head round it. Due to the complications since his operation my Mum is unsure if she will be able to come. As much as I understand it I will be totally devastated not having either of them there. Am I being selfish??
This just isn't how I wanted or imagined my big day to turn out xx