Just after some advice and to know that I'm being normal in feeling this...
My H2Bs parents split when he was a toddler and it's still awkward between them all (understandably) and to try to overcome it slightly we're having a family get-together to clear the air, break the ice etc. next week.
Then last week my H2B got a text from his mum saying she had a message from his dad and it's upset her because she thinks he is being unreasonable. And as soon as I saw that I started having a bit of a panic!
SO many marriages fail and that's all I can think about since I saw that message. I'm terrified of ending up like that... Still bitter and hurting after 22 years! I feel like I'm losing faith in marriage.
Nothing had changed between my OH and I, he makes me so happy and everyday I wake up feeling so in love. But lately we haven't had much time for each other and little things are making me panic and think "will that be my future?!". It has nothing to do with my feelings for my OH cos as I said, nothing there has changed, but I feel so guilty for having these feelings.
I'm so excited for the wedding and to be his wife, but I just keep getting these waves of panic. Please tell me I'm normal!!!!