6 weeks to go and I am cracking up
6 weeks till my wedding in November and up to now I've managed to just about hold it all together apart from stressing about money and whether I've planned enough stuff.
But in the last couple of weeks its started to get really stressful. Starting with RSVPs, I had no idea it would be such an effort to get people to return these. And even close friends wouldn't acknowledge that they had at least received it. I hand made our invitations, so needless to say a lot of time and effort went into them, just hurts a little bit.
On top of that I am completely frustrated with the coordinators at our venue. I feel like I have to chase them all the time and it has made me feel like our wedding is a really low priority for them. I get it they are a hotel and they must do over 100 weddings a year. Our day is no different. And as our wedding is smallish they are probably not making as much as they might. But that doesn't mean that its not important to me! I am now on my 3rd different contact there, they constantly give the wrong information without apology and its making me so anxious that things will go wrong on the day.
Also, a problem I am sure many can relate to, I have not lost nearly as much weight as I would like to. and you would think with my wedding date looming that I would be 100% on my diet and exercising like a demon but its the reverse all the stress is making me eat and drink more than I normally would.
I realise this is a complete indulgent whiney list but I have had such a ball in my chest about all this the last couple of days. I just needed somewhere to vent.