My Fiancé is having doubts
I feel like I can't talk to anyone close to me about this, because I honestly don't know what to feel or what to do. I've known my FI for 6 years. I am 23 and he is 24 We were best friends for 3 years before we started dating. He came to my family holiday events and was close with my dad before anything even blossomed between us. And when the timing was right our relationship seemed to come natural. After dating for a year I moved into an apartment with him. Things went well and we could actually make a pretty good team living together. It was his idea to buy a house. He has a good job and we're lucky enough to be able to afford it together. we talked about marriage and I just knew he was the man I am supposed to spend my life with, and he felt the same about me. We decided to go about things out of order and felt no need to rush marriage. The day we bought our house invited all our family over to show them around, I had no idea they were all in on his proposal. I was shocked. I honestly had no idea he had decided but I said yes immediately. We're young and I didn't want to rush things so our wedding date is about two years after we got engaged. Well our wedding is in 7 months and we have deposits down and I have dress appointments booked and last night out of no where he tells me he doesnt know if he wants to marry me and thinks that the marriage is too soon. I am absolutely devasted and don't know what to do. We talked for almost two hours about it and he couldn't tell me he was sure he would want me forever. I don't understand, is this serious cold feet or something more? i just don't understand because he chose to propose to me, he initially wanted to get married a lot sooner, i wanted a longer engagement. He says he doesn't know why he's suddenly changed his mind but he's not sure if he wants to get married, yet he still loves me and wants to be with me, just isn't sure I'm the one he is supposed to spend his life with. We talked and I think getting it off his chest helped a lot. He told me today to keep my appointments and keep planning. I feel sick to my stomach and have wanted to breakdown and cry at work all day. I know he is the one for me and him not feeling the same is breaking my heart. Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you.