Feeling down in the dumps
Hi everyone. I think I'm just writing this down to get my feelings out. So basically I'm feeling totally deflated. I have my wedding booked for September 2018, would have loved to do it sooner but we needed time to save.
So a few months ago my cousin announced her engagement. It was a short engagement and a couple of weeks ago they set their date, 5 month before mine. I am really happy for them both but I can't help feeling a bit crappy aswel, basically being selfish.
Her family are very in your face so to speak, whereas mine are not. Everytime I see them or look on Facebook I see something about their wedding and their plans. I can't remember the last time any of our family asked me about mine. It's like my wedding isn't as important or it isn't happening. Sorry for the long post, just feeling sorry for myself lol.