Should I be getting married??
I'm due to be getting married in 2 months, h2b organised it a month ago as a surprise. I was really planning on getting married for another couple of years, been engaged nearly 3 years. It just seems to be coming too soon and I'm the only person not excited about the wedding, I feel so uncomfortable with my body, hate attention on me. I feel so down keep bursting into tears over the thought of having say I do. I keep hinting to h2b I'm not happy but he's so excited about me becoming his wife. We have a appointment to get our wedding licence and I know with me being so unhappy they will probably refuse it. H2b has paid for evrrything too so if they do refuse he loses out. Do I tell him how I really feel about marriage or do I marry him just to keep him happy. Any advice as to what I should do??