wedding is turning me into a paranoid mess !
I only seem to post negative worry rants on here, I promise I am actually excited about my wedding I just cant stop feeling anxious about so many aspects ! main ridiculous worries
im worried the vendors if chosen wont turn up ! now that isn't so bad if its the photo booth but what on earth do you do if the photographer or the band get sick or don't turn up ! ive booked everything now but worry about reliability , this drives me nuts and there isn't anything I can do about it so I cant reassure myself !
I also fell out with maid of honour last November and she's a very selfish naughty person, when we were friends she threatened to cancel her sister in laws wedding because she didn't like her ! . she was going to her wedding, she isn't coming to mine so she's got even more reason to cancel mine ! I have spoke to the venue and emailed the registrar , but the venue just said they would make a note of it but didn't seem to take me seriously so I doubt they actually did !
other worries I suppose are just natural, worrying no one will turn up, worrying there will be no atmosphere , oh and worried the kids of the close family we have invited will scream the whole day long !. also worry my colour scheme theme wont paly out the way I planned and look really rubbish !
I am driving myself insane, if I talk to my h2b he just keeps saying stop stressing, or its miles away stop worrying ! its 5 months away hardly a long time in wedding terms, my mum just says im daft and I worry to much ! im just expecting something to go wrong !
anyone else worry about these things or am I totally paranoid !