Shouldn't I be happy?
My partner asked me to marry him in July this year and we decided to start planning straight away, within a month we had booked our venue and set a date for next year which only gives us 8 months to plan our wedding. Since then everything has gone down hill. Nothing seems to be going right and I feel very stressed. I have had issues with family being unhappy with aspects of the planning we have done and it has caused upset. I can't seem to find a dress that I love and everyone keeps telling me that I need to find a dress soon as it will take a while to be ordered in. All of these stresses have caused me and my partner to argue a lot. We rarely argued before this.
I feel like this should be the happiest time of my life and I've been waiting a long time for this. Where is the excitement and happiness? I seem to be crying and unhappy all the time.
What's wrong with me? Why am I not enjoying this. I've always dreamed of getting married and this is not living upto expectations.
Is there something wrong with me?