Worried about my weight for my wedding :(
I'm quite new to this forum so please bear with me!
I'm getting married in October, we've been engaged for a year and a half. I used to be thin when I was a teenager/early 20s, but about 6 years ago I started to get fatter and became overweight - I think I lost my good metabolism. My family are all really thin so I've had really low self confidence comparing myself to them.
I managed to lose about 12kg which has made a significant difference to my figure. But we're getting closer to the wedding now and I haven't lost as much as I wanted to. I just don't think I'm going to get down to my target weight in time for the wedding or my dress fitting in September.
I'm so worried about looking fat in my wedding photos, particularly as my bridemaids are my sisters and they are much thinner and prettier than me. I generally just feel frumpy and ugly next to my sisters (but I love them to bits which is why they're my bridesmaids!!)
I'm so anxious about this and I'm worried it'll spoil my day. I'm finding it so hard to diet at the moment as work and family life are quite stressful, and adding a strict diet to things would just be too much. But I want to be beautiful for my wedding.
I just wanted to know if anyone else is going through anything similar and if they've managed to be happy with themselves how they are. I wish I could just accept how I am so that I can be happy and enjoy the wedding to the full.
Thanks in advance and sorry for the moany post!