Pregnant and anxious after previous miscarriage
A lot of you already know my story - 1 CP in July last year and a mc at 6 and a half weeks 8 weeks ago. Anyway I got my BFP this week which is amazing as it was the first time I ovulated since mc, but I just don't feel the same this time around. I feel robbed of being naively pregnant and happy, instead I'm v detached from this pregnancy, not wanting to look at anything baby related, and v v anxious that it may all come crashing down again. I took the mc pretty bad in January and still haven't really got over it (even cried this week about it, although I think being over emotional May have been a sign of this pregnancy).
Anyway, I'm just looking for how others in this situation have coped? And maybe some success stories? I just hate that this isn't in my control, and if it's going to happen it will happen. I also worry that if everything goes well whether I will be a bit detached from this baby as I'm not as excited this time around - if that makes sense?!